dirtylola (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} dirtylola) wrote,@ 2009-07-12 15:07:00 |
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Knock you down.
Sometimes I lie to prevaricate the truth, because i knew it would hurt. Even when you ask me questions, to reassure your feelings for me. Its like playing "say uncle" and holding it for as long as we could.
i would trace the stars on your shoulder when you sleep, and wonder the "what ifs". but i knew its not going to happen, so i turn away and curl the other way.
Hope was something I cannot risk, investing in you.
So don't be mad at me for doing the things i do. I'm just holding on to whatever sanity I have left.
Sometimes I lie to prevaricate the truth, because i knew it would hurt. Even when you ask me questions, to reassure your feelings for me. Its like playing "say uncle" and holding it for as long as we could.
i would trace the stars on your shoulder when you sleep, and wonder the "what ifs". but i knew its not going to happen, so i turn away and curl the other way.
Hope was something I cannot risk, investing in you.
So don't be mad at me for doing the things i do. I'm just holding on to whatever sanity I have left.
