uh oh, uh oh.

i've already planned what i wanted to say to the doctor. the medical officer, i meant.
random snippets, of what supposed to by my mood diary.

yes, feels like walking on eggshells.
sometimes it feels like walking on padded ground, with a bounce.
sometimes i get flustered over such minimal things.
and then i daze. into ceilings, noticing hairline cracks from poor foundation of concrete. which can fall anytime.
anytime soon.

should i mention of the unspeakable thing i did last monday?
should i just let him ask me the questions?

apparently psychiatrists only pay a maximum of 15 minutes to each patient.
talk about ADHD eh.
then again, its about time management. Or else they cant go home when the clock strikes 5.

have you ever wondered how doctors read another doctor's handwriting?
its quite fascinating that they don't have to squint and figure out what medical jargon that is.

or they have already conform to a font that only doctors' practises?
cursive, Bookman Old Style.

or Comic Sans MS. (random examples lah.)

its quite annoying the fact that Dr George Fernandez always being on leave when my appointment is due.
coincidence?

or maybe he probably knew i was coming.
bleah.